Monday, January 16, 2006

Falling In Love With You

Everyday I feel myself move closer to the edge. I am afraid I will fall in love with you. How can I let this happen? I told myself I wouldn't. What if I do fall, will you catch me?
When you talk my heart leaps. When I wake up, I wonder if you will call. When we've spent the day together, I go to sleep happy.
How can this be? I didn't think my heart would feel so soon. I try to hold the feelings back but they only return stronger. When will I know if this is real? I am afraid to fall. I don't know if I am ready for this. Am I ready and just holding myself back? Do you understand me more than I realize?
I smile when I think of you. I laugh at what you say, even when you are gone. Just the sight of you makes me catch my breath. When you hold me I am safe. The touch of your hand causes my heart to beat.
Am I ready for love? Can you possibly want me as much as I want you? When will you tell me how you feel? Will I be ready to hear those words? What will my heart feel back?
You make me laugh. You make me smile. You make me happy. You teach me. You understand who I am. You challenge me. You care about me.
Have you become a part of me.....

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