Its really hard for me to trust. When its not been earned enough.
How can I change this? Why must that be? I want to know 100%, completely.
Part of me says its not so, part of me just doesn't want to let it all go.
I can't understand or always know what you're thinking. That makes me restrict all my heart is wanting.
I guess time is what it will take. But I feel as though there always isn't enough.